Interview with Alan Wilder

French Black Box part 7
Alan

 

 G : It looks to me like the right order ,  it seems it is the good  order of each song of the album?

Alan : It was difficult for me to find the order of the songs , the final order that you find on the album.

JY : Is there a conclusion ?

Alan : If you follow up the album, the  conclusion, it's that the plane crashes.

G : Was that a terrible moment  for you to see the crash of the plane ?

Alan : It was mostly strange, it was not really something disturbing. I won't say it was an event that horrified me. It was just bizarre that it happened that way . When you look at it and that you see that the plane crashed really, it's not something you can forget.

JB : You spoke of your interest for the soundtracks  ...

G : Most of the fans when they listen to all your albums from Hydrology to Liquid , feel that dark atmosphere, these strong feelings , pure raw and violent, that seem to come out from each album . Is that the ambiant and the state of mind you look for when you make  your songs  ?

Alan : It's hard to describe it. It's not something I'm conscious of. It comes just like that . I don't know where it comes from. It's like the music assembles itself , it's like many accidents that assemble all together  and produce this specific sound , and I like it. I build everything from it. That's what is present in the music , all this dark aspect. And that's what i must like. It's one aspect of my personallity that comes out in my music.That's what interstest me most in the human nature. Every human being that is  distorted , disturbed  is obviously fascinating . It's interesting to write about this. People expect me to be someone difficult , dark and real serious , it's the aspect of my personality the most appealing. I tried to bring all these elements when I was among Depeche Mode. Because it always  seemed to me that the songs of DM were really "light" , mostly at the time I join the band in 1982. I always tried to bring my own vision of the things , to give more depth into DM. The songs of martin pushed me to do that . Sometimes , Martin wrote Love Songs, but that wasn't usefull to add  a dark aspect to them . You couldn't bring it that much further.